November 4, 2017
“About the loss of a love, a great love, driving someone insane. But there’s a dual meaning to the word asylum. Asylum is classically known to be a madhouse, but asylum also means a safe place, somewhere where somebody can have refuge. And so it is meant to outline the duality of that meaning. That I seek the asylum of joining her in the grave. It’s very dark, very fucked up, as usual.”
No remnants were ever found of it
Feeling the hot bile
With every fake smile
Though no evidence was ever found
It never went away completely
I try to hide from the unholy sound of it
Another day gone, another night’s dawn
Dark forces pull me underground
That never went away completely
How can I feel this empty?
I will not recover this time
This loneliness is killing me
Will I ever know peace of mind again?
I don’t believe it, I can’t achieve it
I think it all is just another sign
It never went away completely
Terror is coursing in me
Dreading the final moment
When I have to dream
And feel you die
Death inside of me
Keeps a diligent watch on everything
Keeps a terrible hold on my belief
Just waiting for the moment when I…
In asylum (I live a lie)
Don’t you know I’m in love with you
And I wasn’t ready
For asylum (relive a lie)
To let go, now it’s dragging me into your grave
Your asylum (forgive the lie)
Overcome by the feeling
That I will get to join you in time
For the loneliness is killing me
Death’s images are all around again
They’re right behind me
They’re going to find me
Judgment for the immortal sin
That had enveloped me completely
I know I’ll never know a peaceful night again
Afraid they’ll hear me, they don’t fear me
Punishment for the immoral crime
The debt was never paid completely
Terror is coursing in me
Dreading the final moments
When I have to dream
And feel you die
Death’s inside of me
Keeps a diligent watch on everything
Keeps a terrible hold on my belief
Just waiting for the moment when I…
In the end there will be no suffering (more suffering)
In the end you will find out everything (not anything)
In the end you may question your belief (what belief?)
In the end you will realize finally, how you were deceived
This has gone on too long
No more demonic dreams
Destroyer, come tonight because her memory is killing me
In asylum (I live a lie)
I let go, now it’s dragging me
Into your grave
For asylum (relive the lie)
Overcome by the feeling
That I will get to join you in time (without you)
This world is not fulfilling me
Don’t think I live in asylum, I live a lie
Don’t want to live in asylum, I’ll live a lie
Don’t think I live in asylum, I live a lie
