November 4, 2017
“A vicious and tormenting past that a person can carry, but knowing that he/she must live with it forever. Have you ever been in a relationship that drives you to wanting to commit a crime? It just pulls the worst out of you. It’s so intense and you can’t really free yourself from it and it makes you do things you shouldn’t want to do, to the extent of bringing on your own life’s end just to be out of it.”
When the vision paints my mind
Cross the invisible line
And you’ll be paid in kind
Hit it
Criminal, this suffering
It makes me think like a
Criminal, this suffering
When we’re alone
Typical enough for me
That I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To bury my vision
The hunger coming over me
As I learn to hide the agony
To make a final remedy
To close the door once and for all
In a world that I don’t want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be freed from all of this
I want you, to quicken my end
Don’t tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you, to quicken my end
(It seems the whole experience is)
Terrible, and crippling
The pain is much more than
Physical, beyond belief
When we’re alone
Typical enough for me
That I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To make this decision
Despair has fallen over me
No way to hide the agony
Embracing my calamity
To save myself once and for all
Now, you want to know
You want a name
You want to call me mother fucker
Now, you want to know
You want a name
You want to say it doesn’t matter
Now, now you want to know
Now you want a name
Now you want a place
Now you want a time
Now you want it all, now
In a world that I don’t want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be freed from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
Don’t tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
Don’t say that it isn’t so
I’m on a path that you’ll never comprehend
Set me free from all of this
I need you to quicken my end
