Sickened

“About wanting someone so much it makes you physically ill.”

Take me away, yeah
That’s enough of all your taunting
Seems I can’t remove you from my mind
Don’t you know sometimes I wish they’d
Kill me for wanting you
I will sit alone in silence
Gather all the meaning I can find
Will you be defeated when they
Kill me for wanting you

I can’t believe that my sanity lies
In abandoning you
I can’t recall a more helpless time
Perpetrated by you

Sickened
From wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don’t say anymore
Now my mind isn’t changing
This reckoning’s long overdue

Alabaster walls surround me
In a prison of my own design
Will I win my freedom if they
Kill me for wanting you
Minions of hell will hound me
Just as long as I remain confined
I will be completed when they
Kill me for wanting you

So I have determined that I am undone
Will I bury another problem
In the graveyard you allowed me to find
So I
Have determined that I am no one
Will I finally cling to something
That has never been tied to a single memory of you

(Kill me for wanting you)