"You want to know what happened to the fucking fish? I ate it! And washed it down with some Pedialyte!!" --Mike Wengren



Indestructible

"Anthem for the troops, a song to make people feel strong and strip them of their fear."

Another mission
The powers have called me away
Another time to carry the colors again
My motivation, an oath I've sworn to defend
To win the honor of coming back home again
No explanation will matter after we begin
Unlock the dark destroyer that's buried within
My true vocation, and now my unfortunate friend
You will discover a war you're unable to win

I'll have you know
That I've become

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive
I'm an indestructible master of war

Another reason
Another cause for me to fight
Another fuse uncovered now, for me to light
My dedication, to all that I've sworn to protect
I carry out my orders without a regret
My declaration, embedded deep under the skin
A permanent reminder of how it began
No hesitation, when I am commanded to strike
You need to know
That you're in for the fight of your life

You will be shown
How I've become

Inside The Fire

" It's about me standing over the body of my girlfriend who has just killed herself and the speaking voice in the song is the voice of the devil speaking to me over my shoulder trying to convince me to take my own life as well so I can still be with her in the afterlife. Based on a true story when I was 15 years old."

Devin, won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul
About to be mine again
Leave her, we will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again?

Devin, one of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

Devin lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal

Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with her

Sever, now and forever
You're just another lost soul
About to be mine again
See her? You'll never free her
You must surrender it all
If you'd like to meet again
Fire, for you desire
As she begins to turn cold
For the final time
You will shiver 'till you deliver
You will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again

Deceiver

"About a deceptive bitch who spared no expenses in robbing me of any trust."

So let the war begin
You're far from innocent
Hell I just don't know where it will end
You are the one to blame
You've made a habit of fucking up my life
Another fallacy
Is laid in front of me
Now I just don't know what to believe
Another animal
Sent to devour whatever's left inside
(I know now)

It's all been a lie
And I'll never come to know why
Awoke to discover, you leaving me now
It's all been a lie
I don't ever want to know why
You've mastered the art of
Deceiving me now

A mortal enemy
Has been revealed to me
How come I wasn't able to see?
Another vampire
Getting a fix from sucking up my life
An evil entity
Had taken hold of me
Ripped out my heart
And started to feed
I still remember when
I thought that all you were eating
Was my pride
(I know now)

This idiot won't let me go
Slowly penetrating the mind
I tell you now, my little puppet
You'll suffer me
You don't want to let me go
'Till I've taken over your life
I'll ensure you survive
Little puppet don't die
Let me, let me die
Little puppet don't die
Let me, let me die
Little toy don't die

The Night

"Speaks about the night as this entity thats a freeing sort of a thing, that liberting force as opposed to approaching it from the typical perspective of darkness which its normally spoken about. Almost celeberating the coming of it."

What has come over me?
What madness taken hold of my heart?
To run away, the only answer
Pulling me away, to fall upon (the night)
The source of my recovery
Sweet shadow taking hold of the light
Another day, has been devoured
Calling me away, begging a question, why?

For saving me from all they've taken
Letting my armor fall again
Giving me the strength to face them
Feeling it taking over
Now, on a path to take it all away
There can be no better way of knowing

In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior in front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for the rest of your life?
Give into the night

This self-discovery
Redemption taking hold of my mind
A serenade of haunting voices
Calling me away, to feast upon (the night)
The source of my felicity
Dark maiden taking hold of my hand
Lead me away from hibernation
Strong and unafraid, never a question why

Perfect Insanity

"Toying with the idea of insanity. Coming at you from the perspective from the individual who is insane and warning peole around him, particually his love interests, about his psycotic tendencies."

Come inside and be afraid
Of this impressive mess I've made
If you take a look now you will find
I have thrown away my vice
Done away with paradise
See what's going on inside my mind

Please let me out
Please let me out
Please let me

Branded like an animal
I can still feel the burn in my mind
I do believe that you've made your message clear
(I think I'm losing my mind)
Deprivating, isolating all that I feel
Leaving me with images I know are not real
Are those words of condemnation that I hear
(I think I'm losing my mind)

Come inside now, I implore
Do you think you can restore
The crucial pieces missing from my brain
What seems to be the matter dear
Why do you cry and shake with fear
I only have the best dub me insane
Please let me out
Please let me out
Please let me

I don't know how much I can take
The secret thoughts inside me wake
I've lost what was within me
Oh sweet insanity

Now I try again to find
The thing that was my mind
Behold the undersigned
Who said I've lost my mind

Haunted

"Speaks about my experiences in L.A. and what it made me feel like. Kind of like being surrounded by a world of social vampires who aren't happy unless they know you're miserable."

You're broken, so am I
I'm better off alone
No one to turn to
And nothing to call my own
Outspoken, so am I
Explosive words
That your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again
You're beaten, so am I
I've got a heart of stone
No medication can cure what has taken hold
You're hurting, so will I
When I awake and remember why I've been
Running from your

World, dishonored by your world
Your world, I'm haunted by your world

My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion, and it can destroy your soul
Another sacrifice, to a tormentor
Your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again
You're angered, so am I
A thousand fires burn
A land of darkness, from which I cannot return
You're aching, so will I
When I awake and
Discover that I've been damaged by your

Never will I be welcome amongst the heartless
Monsters you surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others
A maniacal breed of sub-human parasites
Thrown into a feeding frenzy with the smell
Of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see the creatures
For what they are
A swirling mass of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think you're unaffected
The conversion has already begun

You're frightened, so am I
A world of demons wait
Watching our movements
And filling my heart with hate
You're burning, so will I
When I awake to discover how I've been
Ravaged by your

Enough

"A message to the world leaders. Letting them know about the pain they caused by all the people who have fought and died in war and asking them, 'Isn't death alone a good enough reason to stop all of this conflict?'"

We don't want them
We want everything
And we've stolen, in this suffering
And we've told them
To want everything
But use caution, in what you believe
And the haunted
Deny everything
Controlling, in this suffering
When they're broken
And lost everything
They're so much easier to lead
Take their hope away
Take their life away
Leave them nothing left inside

When your own have died
When there's no more pride
When your soul is frozen
Is that enough?
When your heart is broken
A thousand times
With every moment
Is that enough?

Without warning
We take everything
Undaunted, in this suffering
The dark forces
Surround everything
And make it impossible to see
Take their hope away
Take their life away
Leave them nothing left inside

Haven't they suffered enough now?
Haven't we suffered enough now?
Haven't they suffered enough
The damage more than they can bear

Did they even have a reason why
Countless sons and daughters had to die
Can you even comprehend the pain
Tell me when your

The Curse

"God loves to have fun with me. It's pretty much all the shit I have gone through in the last couple of years. This song is pretty much meant to be an inspiration to anyone who has gone through a lot in life, to tell yourself that you can overcome anything you if you just keep on going."

Marked for demolition, I'm
Just a time bomb, ticking inside
No hope for the hopeless
I can see the pieces, all laid out in front of me
No point even asking why
Couldn't help, even if you tried
Step aside, or you might just be
The next contestant to feel the brutality
Devastation, obliteration, all to the point
Of exacerbation
No explaining my situation now
Why does this shit keep happening to me?

I've held on too long, just to let it go now
Will my inner strength, get me through it somehow
Defying the curse that has taken hold
Never surrender, I'll never be overcome

Too dark for forgiveness, I
Can't seem to do anything right
When I try to rebuild
I see my humble shelter
Just fall to the ground again
Object of an evil eye
No point to let anyone try
Take heed, my friend
Lest you be torn asunder, like all that's become of me
Decimation, disintegration
Beyond the point of imagination
No explaining my situation
Why does this shit keep happening to me?

Torn

"The pain and scars that will always burn in your heart."

I learned how to fall today
Didn't think it would kill you
To settle a debt I thought
Never would be paid
Found out I was wrong today
Too weak to continue
One final defense to fall
Still unbroken

Now I am torn
Thought it was over this time, and we know
There's still a fire inside, and we know
We're gonna let it burn, let it burn
'Till the image fades away

Knew there was a price to pay
Didn't think it would thrill you
To witness the fallen one
Shattered and ashamed
No, I'm not the only one
Yearning to fulfill you
Unwilling to risk it all
Still uncertain

Criminal

"A vicious and tormenting past that a person can carry, but knowing that he/she must live with it forever. Have you ever been in a relationship that drives you to wanting to commit a crime? It just pulls the worst out of you. It's so intense and you can't really free yourself from it and it makes you do things you shouldn't want to do, to the extent of bringing on your own life's end just to be out of it."

Malevolent criminal, I
When the vision paints my mind
Cross the invisible line
And you'll be paid in kind

Hit it

Criminal, this suffering
It makes me think like a
Criminal, this suffering
When we're alone

Typical enough for me
That I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To bury my vision

The hunger coming over me
As I learn to hide the agony
To make a final remedy
To close the door once and for all

In a world that I don't want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be freed from all of this
I want you, to quicken my end
Don't tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you, to quicken my end

(It seems the whole experience is)
Terrible, and crippling
The pain is much more than
Physical, beyond belief
When we're alone

Typical enough for me
That I burn inside in agony
What power will enable me
To make this decision

Despair has fallen over me
No way to hide the agony
Embracing my calamity
To save myself once and for all

Now, you want to know
You want a name
You want to call me mother fucker
Now, you want to know
You want a name
You want to say it doesn't matter

Now, now you want to know
Now you want a name
Now you want a place
Now you want a time
Now you want it all, now

In a world that I don't want to know
With a message that I never want to send
To be freed from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
Don't tell me I cannot go
With a wound that refuses to mend
Deliver me from all of this
I want you to quicken my end
Don't say that it isn't so
I'm on a path that you'll never comprehend
Set me free from all of this
I need you to quicken my end

Divide

"Instead of going with this trendy notion of trying to always unite and be one, say the hell with it. Be yourself, be an individual. Stand out from the crowd. Make your own mark, make your impact."

I want to tear a big hole in what is to be
To end all this infatuation with unity
I'm seeking my salvation alone again
I never needed to be one of you anyway
Don't wanna be another player losing in this game
I'm trying to impress upon you, we're not the same
My own individuality is so unique
I'm one impressive mother fucker, now wouldn't you say?

Break apart and
Divide, divide, divide, divide
You might say that I'm the last man standing now
And though you try
You'll never find a way to break me
You might say that I'm sick of being lost in the crowd
I hear the sirens, but they're never gonna take me

I am a little more provocative than you might need
It is your shock and then your horror on which I feed
So can you tell me what exactly does freedom mean
If I'm not free to be as twisted as I want to be?
Don't wanna be another player losing in this game
I'm trying to impress upon you, we're not the same
My psychotic mentality is so unique
I'm one aggressive mother fucker, now wouldn't you say?

Break, break, break, break
Break apart and divide

Facade

"Talking about a girl who is in an abusive relationship and who for whatever reason doesn't seem to free herself from it or walk out on the guy, but keeps the game face on all time pretending like everything is ok when it's not."

No one knows just what has become of her
Shattered doll, desperate
Oh so innocent and delicate
But too damn obdurate and obstinate, to let go
Broken down, hurt again, it never ends
Frightened and trembling
Did she fall again? An accident?
Her eyes encircled in black again
I can't believe that she's still with him
For how long will you try?
How long until you walk away?
Your facade can't disguise the fact
That you're in misery
For how long will you try?
How long until you walk away?
From the look in your eyes
I know you bleed internally

Look inside, see what has become of her
Hiding within again
Can she pick herself up again
It's just too difficult and arduous to let go
Homicide flashes through her mind again
No more pain, take control
If he raises his hand again
She'll find her freedom in killing him

The world will see that she's had enough